Is appreciation really required? Do we all crave for it to a certain extent? Or is it just pure need if acknowledgment that we all crave for.
Finally, I got to be a part of competition where I can showcase my talent if speaking and even improve on it. It not only requires an aspiring lawyer to be a good speaker but it even stresses on a need that each team must have a memo along with them. It is more like a trial court where the participants have to provide their arguments.This is what we call as mooting competition.
We are expected to research well on the issues provided in thr compromise I.e the moot problem.
I have been too engaged in researching regarding the same for the past whole week. I am tired. I am not a great student but an above average person.
I am not perfect but I seek perfection and wish to attain it. Making the otherwise, comfortable road for an above average like me all the more difficult to walk on.
I am genuinely tired. Tired of handling people, assigning work, taking responsibility and moreover, trying to ensure that my friends aren’t affected because of the sudden change in our daily lives.
I wonder what freedom is? How do people manage everything with ease. My 24 hours go by even without me realising about it.
Am I too busy or just a hardworker?
I guess I am none. I spend most of my time wondering and thinking what could be done better in one of the task that I have undertaken or the other.
But, somehow I am not able to achieve the point where I wish to be. The point is not clear for me as well. But, in search of that one point I lose my path altogether.
For most of you, what I said may not be making sense. It is just a glimpse of how my mind works every second shifting from one thought to another .
I wonder how to be in complete control of it and just achieve one thing at a time.
Is it too hard to achieve?
I mean having just attention to one task and achieve it and even trying to make it unique as well as creative. later focusing on the other.
For example: If I start a research project and start working on it. I will find different material and internet has become such a huge storage of information that you are bound to find one person or the other who has already researched what you are researching. So, no new material is formulated by you. You are reading and rephrasing it in a manner which is considered unique by others whereas all that while you will be doing is paraphrasing an already existing literature.
Not bringing anything unique or new to existence. But, just the ideology of someone who researched on the same issue before yours and his peers.