Messed up mindπŸ’ƒπŸ“πŸ—

Is appreciation  really required? Do we all crave for it to a certain extent? Or is it just pure need if acknowledgment that we all crave for.

Finally, I got to be a part of competition where I can showcase my talent if speaking and even improve on it. It not only requires an aspiring lawyer to be a good speaker but it even stresses on a need that each team must have a memo along with them. It is more like a trial court where the participants have to provide their arguments.This is what we call as mooting competition.

We are expected to research well on the issues provided in thr compromise I.e the moot problem. 

I have been too engaged in researching regarding the same for the past whole week. I am tired. I am not a great student but an above average person.

I am not perfect but I seek perfection and wish to attain it. Making the otherwise, comfortable road for an above average like me all the more difficult to walk on.

I am genuinely tired. Tired of handling people, assigning work, taking responsibility and moreover, trying to ensure that my friends aren’t affected because of the sudden change in our daily lives.

 I wonder what freedom is? How do people manage everything with ease. My 24 hours go by even without me realising about it.

Am I too busy or just a hardworker?

I guess I am none. I spend most of my time wondering and thinking what could be done better in one of the task that I have undertaken or the other.

But, somehow I am not able to achieve the point where I wish to be. The point is not clear for me as well. But, in search of that one point I lose my path altogether.
For most of you, what I said may not be making sense. It is just a glimpse of how my mind works every second shifting from one thought to another .

I wonder how to be in complete control of it and just achieve one thing at a time.

Is it too hard to achieve?

I mean having just attention to one task and achieve it and even trying to make it unique as well as creative. later focusing on the other. 

For example: If I start a research project and start working on it. I will find different material and internet has become such a huge storage of information that you are bound to find one person or the other who has already researched what you are researching. So, no new material is formulated by you. You are reading and rephrasing it in a manner which is considered unique by others whereas all that while you will be doing is paraphrasing an already existing literature.
Not bringing anything unique or new to existence. But, just the ideology of someone who researched on the same issue before yours and his peers.

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12 thoughts on “Messed up mindπŸ’ƒπŸ“πŸ—

  1. I do understand how frustrating it can get to fulfil academic projects and researches especially when there are 1000 other people who have done the same.

    I’m working on a final year project myself and just settling on one thing is hectic and definitely draining.

    It becomes so overwhelming. But the thing is how we do it matters a lot. If the content is already there try improvisation.

    Most importantly believe in yourself and don’t let your doubts rule you. 😊

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    1. It is true. But, I started writing three projects and gave my 100% just to find that someone has already written on similar lines and well constraining yourself to one limited domain is also a huge issue because that means you have to negate everything and anything outside it.πŸ˜…
      But, I will definitely try out what you have saidπŸ˜… I will try improvising my workπŸ˜‚

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      1. Well , if your course or institution allowd you to choose similar work then you can add what the other parties have “missed” or “increase the potential of the research by exploring something which they haven’t ”

        I hope it helps.
        All the best ☺

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  2. This is an awesome post πŸ™‚ but if you’re trying to be unique and different in finding research, you’ll have to divert from the path of trying to be perfect.. As you’re in the same race as everyone before you was.. No matter how much you struggle you’ll find the same check points the same shortcuts and the same stops.. And I’m not saying to do something wrong or do something that has never been done before.. Just carve your own way for the race in which nobody has tried before.. And you’re hard working, and a perfectionist.. I know it first hand.. And you’ll get all the appreciation in the world too.. Easily..
    Just try to appreciate yourself more πŸ™‚

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  3. Lol…okay if I had read this post before, I would’ve known you’re a lawyer in the making! Anyways, I understand it canbe quite frustrating that others have already written, talked and shared about stuff before you. But don’t give up, ever! Also remember, they are not you. So no one else can bring to the table what you can. Give it your best, and be original and true to yourself. Everytimes I have worked on a project, I have found that there is always something you can do to stand out from the rest. See, read and gather as much research as you can from others and then present your take on that gathered information. No one can be you, and that is the ace up your sleeve! So, don’t worry and be yourself and let your light shine upon the courts of law! πŸ˜‰ Cheers

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